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Growing up I always heard that steroids were bad for you. I never really knew why they were bad for you, but I would hear it on TV and from my parents especially after I got into weight training as a teenager. In high school, my group of friends worked out all the time, and no one ever talked about steroids and never really thought much about taking them, although I did know enough about them to know that athletes and most commonly body builders would take them to bulk up and get lean.

When I hit college is when I first started being exposed to people who used steroids. I had a friend who said that if I was interested he would tell me where I could buy anabolic steroids. At first I thought, I don't need those and they aren't any good for you anyway. One day I was talking to this guy I met at the gym and was asking him how he gets so ripped and he told me he takes Clenbuterol and deca durabolin. I asked him about what these substances were, naively thinking they were like the substance Creatine which is a protein commonly used by body builders and can be picked up at a health food store. He then informed me that he was taking steroids. I found it kind of strange and told him that I would expect him to be irrational and have lots of mood swings. He said that when taken in the right way, that steroids can be a powerful aide to attaining your physical goals and that keeping them balanced is easy once you learn about each substance and what it does. He said that most people take them with no problems at all and that I should look into the steroids facts before I made a decision about whether or not I was going to use them.

I decided that he was right and went home and checked out these substances online and was very interested in what I found. The truth is that there were lots of substances out there and available online and many of them were completely safe. Monitoring your dosages and balancing your steroid intake seemed to be the answer. I asked around a little more and learned about any possible side effects of these drugs so that I would be prepared and decided to give steroids a try. I got some really amazing results and am very happy with my decision to start taking steroids.

I have been having some serious issues lately. For some reason, I have been unable to perform, sexually I mean. I am not really sure what is going on, I have never had this kind of trouble before. I know that I have been under a lot of stress lately, and my girlfriend says not to worry about it, that she is sure everything is fine, but it doesn't seem fine to me to have this problem. I am too young to not be able to have sex with a woman. I love my girlfriend and I find her very attractive, but even the last few times I was able to have sex, I had trouble keeping an erection once I got one. I don't really want to talk to anyone about this, but my girlfriend is pushing me to go and see someone and I am afraid if this goes on for too long she will wind up leaving me. Someone told me you can get Cialis online, you know that is one of those erectile dysfunction drugs, but I am not really sure whether it is advisable to just take it without seeing a doctor and making sure that I am okay to take a drug like that. I am also worried about the cost, but my girlfriend said that she knows that her father takes a generic Viagra and says it works just as well. Her father, that's right, this is the category I am finding myself in. I am just afraid that once I start taking one of these drugs that I will never be able to go back to just having a regular erection. I never really thought that I would have a problem like this and certainly not at this age, but I am and I know I will have no choice but to see a doctor, even though I will be embarrassed. I will have my girlfriend set me an appointment, so she can tell them the problems I am having and then I guess if I get a prescription I can always have her go in and buy levitra or whatever they prescribe for me. I just can't see myself walking into the pharmacy and having them look at me like I am some sort of freak. It really is quite embarrassing to have a problem like this.